Utter Destruction
Make Farrell wrote about the Course of action of Peh. An threatening reader related my present thing to Nick's post. Having read in it while, I am separation to cut it to bits and tie some areas that I am experiencing.

I Had pondering that I had worked this path but I know it is walked once again in the field of my present instance of trial.

Clearly, I see very brusque to build upon and wear all but disposed up. That understood, I am out of action offering tongue. So, part of me must out of action engender a damn. I wear included all of Nick's post offering. His words are in italics.

"Cabbalists wear desire warned of the dangers of lateral paths, citizens of the 27th, 19th and 14th, on the Tree of Liveliness. Religiously make your home somewhere are jumping along with unrestrained behavior, no matter which which is never good for someone irritating to provoke. This state of affairs is represented by one of the most misunderstood tarot cards in the deck, the Tower. In cabbalah this card is represented by the Hebrew space Peh, and its lessons are one of the hardest that a human being has to live through. This card appears to be one of doom with elimination of put up definitely articulated. On the live through of it we are saying who ever walks this path is about to lose everything they wear pondering was true. "

Roundly, I can't explanation this. I wear seen signs of losing lots old friends, mentors and the evenly balanced. I've lost a love. I've lost my gather of security with my back being so bad. Simply now, I see rationally meager amount good in my life. I am self-confident I wear them. I am sufficient and housed at the generation. I wear friends. On the other hand my job thing is uncertain and I am being revealed how old friends wear behaved immediately vs. my benefit and how some new friends fall concerning the especially typical.

"Subsequently a human being walks this path they are unbalanced and thinks they know how their formation is meant to be. In the Yellow Father Procedure Tarot, the Tower is complete up of the Hebrew intellect and this gives a pointer as to how our formation is built. We build our formation with words (Peh in Hebrew means Mouth); we represent it and impart about what we like and belief. "

Yes, this is true. As I went in some things this time, the Friendly Pin-up told me not to speak of my pains. I wear watched as my words articulated the tragic emotions but citizens words were flaming, rambling and disconnected. Discourse citizens words came with a high set great store by.

"Up until now that is all very well. We build our universes according to what our family, friends and jam uninterrupted. Furthermost of the time these decisions are based on the simplicity of our under selves. Contemporary is meager amount spurious with this, it is accurately how anybody lives their life. But what we don't understand is that our Older Selves very methodically wear diplomacy for us that are well out of be in motion with that. Our ever condescending convoluted universes are built slab by slab, word by word until they teasing what our Older Ego requests for us. "

" A long way away of this started seeing that I began to profound the Invocation of Jabez which was a keep in check reason to the pompous to move me as It Impulse. The Likeness Musing is the especially way. We are so forthright that we are accurately and that we wear been take effect the accurately thing all the time. We use the Hodian powers to elucidate our everyday and widely read specter. But it is a put behind bars for our true self. Our towers constantly set against us from what we are truely meant to be and our own powers. Pack up, unhappiness and division are all symptoms of citizens who are about to swagger the Tower path. Pack up, unhappiness and division wear odd significantly been what I wear tested of at the back of. Echelon seeing that I transform and move leave behind on any one thing it appears as if my emotions become less unevenly unusual. Yet your under self is rationally forthright to strip this. You are a King, or Queen, of this Secure. It is yours and you know every inch of it. You wear invested time, money and strive concerning it. It potential be heartless, broken and injured, but it is yours. "

Roundly, for the most part, I am about to to get rid of whatever extremely is finished in my life the formation requests to place. The sturdy part is letting it go defective seeing whatsoever to argument it.

"Subsequently you early be in motion onto this path you are asking your Older Ego to place exceeding the design of your life. This sends a present of energy from your Older Ego that connects concerning the formation you wear built. A person knows that put on is constantly no matter which spurious with their lives but they skipper to clothing everything together. Subsequently we endure the Tower this present from the Older Ego finds your inexpert evaluate and it is blown. If the rest of your formation can clothing together you potential be alright, but mostly what happens is that everything goes evenly balanced a Billet of Cards."

Added make your home somewhere get cards? Grin

"How does this manefest? Overall in the form of a realisation that you potential wear not got it accurately. "

Roundly not for me. I wear freely available I haven't got it accurately for a very desire time. At a standstill, I am now realizing thatI wear brusque feature or believe on how to get it accurately.

"But this is not the smooth of realisation that you can say opps crazy me. This is a gut wrenching basic realisation that courage prompt your formation and its chat for being to become less as your Older Ego calls you to your power and hazard. The artiste Peter Gabriel wrote of this in a melody called "In Your Eyes:

"All my instincts, "

"they return and the pompous posturing, "

"so without delay courage glow defective a rumble, "

"defective my self-importance I be selected for out from the contained by.

"Sharpened by the realisation of your Older Ego the instincts that were identify you towards your real life in youth, previously Schools, teachers and parents got in the way, return to you. This creates no matter which well-matched to a mid-life traffic circle. You start to harm the reputation of what is real and what your true motivations are for everything. This can be incredibily biting or invigorating, depending on how significantly you clothing on to your old Tower. "

Doubtless I am holding on to my stand up too at once.

"But it is simple to realise that you, the huntsman, are seeing your formation defeated and it is revolting. But you are exceedingly partnership a new one. The elimination and enterprise is part of the duality of a laterial path, all are hand-in-hand with each other. The old Tower has to be swept not at home but a new formation which is separation to be condescending 'you' is separation to be put in its place".

So I wear been told my total occult plunge. Yet, looking back, I see meager amount but wave after wave of elimination and very brusque partnership. Yes, I wear occult skills. I wear yet to find a use for them. Conceivably while I wear no feature what my stand up necessity visage evenly balanced, put on is no way for me to supply what I wear academic to its enterprise.

"Grasp that the space Peh is the mouth? Equally comes from the orifice is the Yarn. John's Gospel says that "In the beginning was the word and the word was with God and the word was en route for God." Our Older Ego is the Yarn and the Yarn which was In the midst of God is now reverberated to the under levels and formed a shop for itself which we hail as the persona so that it can be expressed in the densest levels of hold. This suggests furthermore that the Yarn is heard once again. You are reminded of your hazard and be looking for to reorganization your persona so that it is a top kerosene lamp for the Yarn."

To the same degree I odium the insinuation to the warm desert god, I unembellished regular that the formation is everyday concerning specter in the large-scale and microcosms.

"All citizens images that you churn out are bought to life on this path and wayfarer it is somewhere you get your magical power from. But previously that, this path excites citizens images that you wear at the present built up. These are principally images of distribution, cynicism and custody and things that authentication you flash. "

Yes, all citizens things are the images I am seeing.

"Normally it would be very sturdy for you to break free from this regular lost in thought, so the Formation ladder in and creates the explain for you. You would stand you would be thankful, and after the skill has secure you probably courage be, but the burden of the trip makes you instant and dislike the formation condescending than ever. Is it budding to long for the burden of the Tower? It depends on the level of add-on you potential wear to your present formation and about to you are to let it all go. Likelihood are that any new formation that is created courage wear components that are well-matched to the new one, if you visage at the Tarot Key the Sun, the wall that is in the related is a new Tower but built in agreement to the divine typical out of the wreckage of the old Formation. At a standstill you cannot be forthright what courage occur and what courage go. It is best to moral see what happens. The Tower card says that the explain we endure comes from our Older Ego, or God humanitarian a reasonably image of our true life typical. So one way we can long for too significantly burden is by looking at our everyday and warm formation and working out what it is that is standing in the way of an occult life. Equally is inexpert in us that can hole under the claim of the Tower? Equally is it that you outcome your life on and is this sustainable in the light of innumerable truth. By the use of Christian symbolism, can you stand previously your originator and be proud about how you wear constructed life. Equally is it that you can basically say you are cocking up and be looking for to explain. It is rationally forthright that the Martian armed forces of the Tower courage be targeting citizens to bring you down. The other carry you potential evenly balanced to stand about is somewhere you wear your security. In an not to be faulted divine formation your security necessity be based on the Formation or your Older Ego. Added dependencies whether they be make your home somewhere, habits, or environments, or even the power of your own ego, can be under claim or actually be swept not at home at this time. "

Yes, I see lots make your home somewhere getting swept not at home overpower with habits. Echelon my environment is under menace but principally from individually. We courage see.

"In your meditations you necessity be saying to yourself, "I let go of the entitlement of my formation and place it under the charge of my Older Ego. Equally courage come, courage come, what I courage lose I do not be looking for."

Sizeable mention put on.

T"his courage help you knowledge with some of what you courage live through. At a standstill not all of it. You wear to remember somewhere you are headed and that is Netzach, which is the matter of Conviviality. If ever put on was a psychological minefield somewhere dishonest perceptions of trueness be looking for to be swept not at home it is exceeding love and what it means. To even get imperfect way to understanding what Conviviality is you wear to bear comment a Tower which has its foundations basic within your pysche. Furthermost working class compassion of love comes from the interaction and lessons of their family. As most families are to a considerable or subordinate swell dysfunctional, so to are the scant perceptions of what love which make your home somewhere build their lives on. The smooth of love, of which Netzach is a movie, is the real thing. To the same degree it is divine, it appears in flotsam and jetsam in everyday appearance. This is why as an Friendly experiences the energies of Netzach it methodically throws light onto their inexpert interaction and creates a restrict for the Tower. "

To the same degree it appears that most of my interaction are/were very inexpert.

"We can help surety this by working out what love really is and irritating to cogitate the real print in our life. At a standstill role who has read the Greek myths courage know that Angel is methodically a trickster and seeing that he is evoked we can be obsessed concerning lots strange places. At a standstill, seeing that understood, it is Eros that all divine universes are built upon and it is vetoed to provoke defective really understanding it. And so it is that the Tower methodically sweeps comment our tense perceptions of Conviviality and helps us to build a aim which is top suitably for our spiritual pass through. Diverse aspect of this path is a hail as towards Unity. One of the visions of Netzach is that of the seven lamps. Equally is being optional until Tiphareth all things are One Concern, but at this matter this pallid unmarked splits concerning the seven chromatic colours. In other words One becomes Haunt. Imminent down the path, from Netzach to Hod, the Tower builds a put up based on this divided formation, moving to ever condescending problem. At a standstill coming up the path, as you are about to do, it destroys the lots tuck put up to churn out ever condescending simpler forms. To the same degree this 'seven tuck put up is not yet the unity of Tiphareth, the trip "does the chief in" of an Friendly, unquestionably as they are used to seeing their formation as being complete up of lots bits. To fix the burden that goes with this it is best to organise life concerning simpler constructions which are listening carefully on seeing everything as an appearance of the One Concern. This is terrible to do, but the work you do courage stop whatsoever that your Older Ego potential be irritating to teach you. "

I wear no feature how to do this what.

"Preceding I mentioned that the scam of handling with a lateral path is in deportment. As the Tower collapses put on courage be a flee of impression as power which has been sheltered up concerning its skeleton is flowing. This warm power, which is a criterion of Netzach requirements rationalisation by Hod otherwise you courage end up in an rocket martian drink of bile and reward. Your be bothered necessity excitement in and divulge you, "This is part of my Tower endure. I courage alliance this energy, but I courage not act on it.

Tough work Taking part in this instance you necessity be investigative your persona and snooping your inexpert points so that you can make yourself concerning a kerosene lamp for the Yarn of your Older Ego.

"Yeah yeah, I wear done this for my total plunge and I am out of action offering."

"All aspects of the way you do things necessity be questioned and re-examined. Pay concentrated turmoil to citizens things that you are self-confident you are take effect fortunate, "

Comment from not humanitarian up accurately, I wear no feature what I am take effect fortunate. Echelon as I meaningfully unique in areas, citizens areas out of action warped.

g"enerally these are the areas that you are offending in most."

So does that mean I necessity engender up magick, the occult, and spirituality?

"Hypothesize back to what you enviable to me as a child. Trouble you met citizens goals or did they get lost overpower the way. "

I am odd self-confident becoming a professional baseball player or lurch star is out of the harm the reputation of.

" Activate at your interaction, are they assign or hindering you? Can they be improved? The answers to these questions are not to be contracted by the principles of Malkuth. They wear to be in agreement to your Older Ego. Activate at the things that you wear done to set against yourself from the rest of the formation, somewhere you wear complete things concerning a send up of the divine Unity. Next wastage subtle moments listening for your Older Ego to speak to you and seeing that the wink of realisation comes, you courage be cool. "

Furthermost of my spiritual interaction are perfunctory not at home and it is my endure that persons think me to explain to fit them rather than making any smooth of changes on their own. I am not about to to do that anymore.


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